lead me to the truth.

I never go on tumblr anymore. But this is for you.

I don’t know where to start. You are my forever, my rock, my comfort, my home, my heart, my life, my best friend, my number one, my everything. To look back on everything we’ve gone through is rough. We have gone through so much together and now I can see that everything was to push us to where we are now. Everything was meant to break us but we didn’t let it. Somewhere deep down we knew that this was special enough to stick it out and if we could just put up with the pain and hurt and push through the tears and fights, we’d make it out, and we’d be okay. We are better than okay. I’m so blessed to know you. Every girl dreams to have someone like you. Someone strong enough to put them in their place when need be, but gentle enough to love and hold them and scratch their back to sleep every night. Girls dream to have the guy that will do little special and romantic things for them spontaneously, sweep them off their feet daily, and love them until the end of the world. This is what you’ve done for me. You have laid next to me when my stomach hurt so bad that I couldn’t move. You have also laid next to me when we’ve laughed so hard we almost cry. You have held my hand in the hospital waiting room while I cry on your shoulder. You’ve been my strength when I couldn’t find my own. You were the first one to know about my parents. You are always the first one. You are my same booth at moes. You are the tattoo on my wrist. You are the left side of my bed and the better part of my heart. There are not any words to express what I truly feel for you. I will be with you forever. Not some childish type of forever, where I only love you this much when things are perfect. I love you the real forever. I love you when you hurt me, I love you when you’re in a bad mood, I love you when you’re broke, I love you if your jobless, I love you if you never want to go to school, I love you when you yell at me, I love you when you get a hair cut I don’t like, I love you when you don’t drive as fast as I want you to, I love you when you put on a song I don’t like, I love you if you lie to me. I love your heart. Your real heart. I love you more than I ever have. And tomorrow I will be able to say the same. And the day after that, and the next one. Me and you, forever. So infinitely.